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[ lux is just chilling outside. she's not seeking people out, but she's not really avoiding anyone either, so. when she spots sieghart, she gives him a smile. ]
This went much better than the previous Saturdays have. I think?
This went much better than the previous Saturdays have. I think?
...
[ well, it's a good thing it's not emotion share week? but lux looks cheerful enough! ]
I'm doing well. I will be relieved to be done with all of this, and it is hard not to bask in knowing we are almost through. What about you?
[ well, it's a good thing it's not emotion share week? but lux looks cheerful enough! ]
I'm doing well. I will be relieved to be done with all of this, and it is hard not to bask in knowing we are almost through. What about you?
Of course. Through all these hardships, my light has not failed me.
It never will.
It never will.
You should speak your mind.
I'm still sorting it out, but I know the gist of what I would like.
I'm still sorting it out, but I know the gist of what I would like.
... That might be a touch depressing, for what should be a lighter occasion.
[ lux has had? a very bad 7 weeks? ]
[ lux has had? a very bad 7 weeks? ]
Ah, of course. A shadow thrives beside the light, after all.
[ ... ]
Things have been difficult. I don't think it requires much explanation for me to say so.
[ ... ]
Things have been difficult. I don't think it requires much explanation for me to say so.
Then...
[ you know, somehow it's easier to say this to someone she doesn't know that well, compared to a friend. ]
... I worry that my light gave out. It did not provide me, nor anyone else comfort.
[ you know, somehow it's easier to say this to someone she doesn't know that well, compared to a friend. ]
... I worry that my light gave out. It did not provide me, nor anyone else comfort.
But what good is it if it cannot hold up against anything and everything? My faith that it can has been what's guided me my whole life.
The way of thinking is too green.
Luxanna. It's understandable for you to be shaken. The light you believe in didn't burn as brightly as you'd hoped. But even a regular dimension can be a harsh place that challenges your faith on-the-daily, and this one has been anything but. A single person couldn't have hoped to comfort everyone here with their different beliefs and the story's unfair rules.
Luxanna. It's understandable for you to be shaken. The light you believe in didn't burn as brightly as you'd hoped. But even a regular dimension can be a harsh place that challenges your faith on-the-daily, and this one has been anything but. A single person couldn't have hoped to comfort everyone here with their different beliefs and the story's unfair rules.
[ lux sighs, but does give this due consideration. ]
... Perhaps... Still, I would have at least liked to do more good than bad. I'm not sure I even managed that.
... Perhaps... Still, I would have at least liked to do more good than bad. I'm not sure I even managed that.
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