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Week 7: Saturday

[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ lux is just chilling outside. she's not seeking people out, but she's not really avoiding anyone either, so. when she spots sieghart, she gives him a smile. ]

This went much better than the previous Saturdays have. I think?
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[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
...

[ well, it's a good thing it's not emotion share week? but lux looks cheerful enough! ]

I'm doing well. I will be relieved to be done with all of this, and it is hard not to bask in knowing we are almost through. What about you?
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[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
Of course. Through all these hardships, my light has not failed me.

It never will.
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[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
You should speak your mind.

I'm still sorting it out, but I know the gist of what I would like.
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[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
... That might be a touch depressing, for what should be a lighter occasion.

[ lux has had? a very bad 7 weeks? ]
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[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, of course. A shadow thrives beside the light, after all.

[ ... ]

Things have been difficult. I don't think it requires much explanation for me to say so.
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[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
Then...

[ you know, somehow it's easier to say this to someone she doesn't know that well, compared to a friend. ]

... I worry that my light gave out. It did not provide me, nor anyone else comfort.
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[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
But what good is it if it cannot hold up against anything and everything? My faith that it can has been what's guided me my whole life.
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[personal profile] illuminance 2021-08-01 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ lux sighs, but does give this due consideration. ]

... Perhaps... Still, I would have at least liked to do more good than bad. I'm not sure I even managed that.